Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Finally, an answer.

I'm not ready to write extensively about this right now - for one thing I'm just too physically tired - but I want to get a post on this out into the ether.

Yes, I have miscarried, again.

Four very rough weeks of couch rest, uncertainty, and bleeding later, the answer is that I was indeed pregnant, and I am indeed no longer so.

I don't know right now whether or not I will write more about this in the future; I probably will, but right now I want to focus more on resting, healing (body and soul), and enjoying my beautiful daughter than on the grief of four lost pregnancies in five months.

My friends, I love you all very much, and appreciate the support you have given me in the last few weeks.


caramama said...

I'm so very sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Geek Knitter said...

My heart goes out to you. I have no words.

nicola@which name? said...

i am so very very sorry for your loss.
two friends in the blog world wrote about this recently. (the long, drawn out, awful type of loss)
francesca of fuoriborgo
marina of a small tribe.
if you want their URLs, let me know.