Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Finally, an answer.

I'm not ready to write extensively about this right now - for one thing I'm just too physically tired - but I want to get a post on this out into the ether.

Yes, I have miscarried, again.

Four very rough weeks of couch rest, uncertainty, and bleeding later, the answer is that I was indeed pregnant, and I am indeed no longer so.

I don't know right now whether or not I will write more about this in the future; I probably will, but right now I want to focus more on resting, healing (body and soul), and enjoying my beautiful daughter than on the grief of four lost pregnancies in five months.

My friends, I love you all very much, and appreciate the support you have given me in the last few weeks.

3 comments:

caramama said...

I'm so very sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Geek Knitter said...

My heart goes out to you. I have no words.

nicola@which name? said...

i am so very very sorry for your loss.
two friends in the blog world wrote about this recently. (the long, drawn out, awful type of loss)
francesca of fuoriborgo
and
marina of a small tribe.
if you want their URLs, let me know.
hugs,
nicola
http://whichname.blogspot.com