Saturday, September 12, 2009

It sneaks up on you

All this month so far, I keep thinking randomly: "I should have been five months pregnant." I didn't think I would still be hurting this much at this point. I know I will never be 'done' grieving, but I didn't think it would still feel this fresh. What will New Year's bring? That would have been my due date.


nicola said...

huge hugs.

caramama said...


It's tough, especially the first year when you should have been X days/weeks/months pregnant. The due date is always especially hard for me. Every year.