Saturday, September 12, 2009

It sneaks up on you

All this month so far, I keep thinking randomly: "I should have been five months pregnant." I didn't think I would still be hurting this much at this point. I know I will never be 'done' grieving, but I didn't think it would still feel this fresh. What will New Year's bring? That would have been my due date.

2 comments:

nicola said...

huge hugs.
nicola
http://whichname.blogspot.com

caramama said...

Hugs!

It's tough, especially the first year when you should have been X days/weeks/months pregnant. The due date is always especially hard for me. Every year.